Hari om Beloeved Self .First follow your heart adn all else shall fall into place. When you limit yourslef this way – the universe adn God reflects that limitation. See within adn decide what gives you joy – beleive in it – even if you do not know how or where or when- but have the faith that the Divine One is answering every prayer in yoru heart. You have blessings with you – drive out all feelings of aloneness and start trusting in God adn yourslef. Step by step – do the most imporatnt thing in front adn everything will clear. Start now- first invoke God within you- sit quietly and listen- follow His advice adn take th efirst step – be patient all is happening for you! Blessings!